Yesterday night, I went to another cell group to help Pst. Aries play guitar for that cell. It turned out to be a fantastic time. The sermon preached was awesome. I guess in this season of time, where Pst. Kong is teaching on the Sermon On The Mount, it has made me realize the condition of my walk with the Lord. And I was impacted by this week’s cell group message. Talked about brokenness and how being broken before the Lord can bring in a greater presence of the Lord into us. And that’s something that I really want to see in my life. And that’s something that I need to definitely put effort into. The walk with God is a relationship, and relationships require effort.
Another interesting happened during cell group yesterday night. In the middle of the sermon, a tune came into my mind. It was the worship song that starts with the line “I want to sing until I am lost in Your love”. And it quickly hit me that I’d better prepare for this song during the ministering time at the end of sermon. Not long after that, Pastor started singing that song as part of the sermon. By then I was pretty sure that we’re going to sing that song and I started rummaging through my guitar bag for a old book of chords that I had. And lo and behold, Pastor did sing that song during altar call. Thank God that I listened and prepared.
Moving away from cell group, I’ve just got word that when I leave for Taiwan this time round for the kickoff meeting, I’ll be staying there for the long term already. I should be coming back every month or so, but when I heard it, I almost had a panic attack. And I’m trying to fight one now actually. But I’m going to lift up everything into God and trust that He’ll protect me. I refuse to be defeated in this battle. If this is what God has planned for me, I will accept it. It is definitely going to be a very interesting season of my life. A quote from Debbie: “We’ll be conquerors!!” AMEN to that!!
Well, at least I’ll be here for Emerge. And I should be there for Taiwan Emerge!!!