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Edition 170 – Life Gone By

It’s been a while since I last posted.

Benny Hinn’s conference has come and gone by and it was a fantastic and power-filled weekend. The TV Ministry, except for some staff, had a good break over the weekend as the media side was handled almost entirely by the crew from Benny Hinn’s team. But what was the most touching thing about the entire weekend is the group of people (the country from where they are will remain unsaid) that were present in the meeting on Sunday. Benny Hinn invited them on stage and you can see their hunger for the Lord even as the worshipped and prayed in their native language on stage. They were all tearing and you can just sense their hunger from all around the Singapore Indoor Stadium.

All that just makes me wonder what am I doing with my walk with Christ. Can I ever be so hungry for the Lord? Must I be in a situation where there is no freedom of religion before I can be that hungry? I really want to regain that hunger for the Lord and not be complacent with where I am. Yes, I’m serving and attending service and cell group but sometimes it feels like I’ve just fallen into a routine. Gotta get things right. Can’t give up. Must go on. Lord, grant me the determination and strength and hunger to be once again on fire for you.

On another topic, I’ve just got word that I would be going to Taiwan again. This time, I’ll be more involved in the project, right from the get go. The projected time line is 5 months and I should be flying up and down during during that period of time. It makes me wonder why we cannot do the project here and then fly up when we need to. Doesn’t that save cost for the company? Does our presence there really help? Well, I’m not exactly looking forward to the extended period of time that I’ll be away from Singapore. But I guess it’s a good opportunity for me to prove myself and shine for the Lord. Sacrifices has to be made. And right on top of my mind is church and of course, Debbie. I’m trying very hard to put a positive spin to all this, but somehow it’s still hard. Again, Lord, grant me the strength for this.

Gotta head off now. Got stuff to do as I’m now in the office. Until the next time, cheers… :Þ

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